Is your husband more interested in video games, work, or sports than you?
Do you feel like he’s checked-out? Has he stopped caring about your marriage?
Are you trying to think of ways to convince him to go to therapy?
Do you wonder why he doesn’t seem to care about your happiness or your marriage?
Do you ever feel rejected, hurt, sad, abandoned, afraid for the future of your marriage?
If so, you’re not alone.
Last year my wife had tears in her eyes as she watched The Mandalorian season one finale with me.
We just found out we had a miscarriage.
We’d been trying to have a baby for a while, and the heartbreak of losing what we expected to be our first child was especially hard on my wife.
She was never a Star Wars fan, but she seemed to get a profound sense of comfort on a weekly basis watching “Baby Yoda” appear on our TV screen.
She grew attached to the little guy. He seemed to fill part of the hole our unborn child left in my wife’s heart.
All she wanted for Christmas was to hold her own Baby Yoda.
About once a week I get a message from someone asking what to do about porn...
Here's how it usually plays out. (Not always... but usually.)
He's been doing it off-and-on for a while. Often times it's when he's feeling lonely, stressed, overwhelmed, or depressed...
He hates himself for it because it's against his values...
He feels like he can't stop...
And he's afraid that if his wife finds out, she'll divorce him and he'll lose everything.
Sometimes her husband confesses...
Sometimes she discovers it...
Most of the time she feels hurt. Even betrayed.
She has lots of unanswered questions.
"Why did you keep it a secret?"
"What else are you hiding?"
"Do I even know you?"
"Am I not enough for you?"
"How long has this been going on?"
The immediate question for most people is "How can we make the behavior stop?"
They reach out to therapists, religious leaders, maybe even friends and family.
They start doing research online.
They want answers. Help. Support. Direction. ANYTHING...
Some people join Facebook groups.
Others go to a treatment program for "porn addiction," or therapy for "sex addiction."
Others try to figure it out on their own.
One partner (the wife) is turned into the monitor. She doesn't want to get hurt again. She doesn't want to lose her marriage...
So, she starts monitoring his internet and phone use. She asks for his passwords. Takes him to therapy/treatment. Checks in with him regularly...
And she does all this with the hope that her husband won't have another "slip up"... while hating the fact that will probably happen.
While all this is happening with the wife, we turn the other partner (the husband) into a selfish, immature perpetrator without self-control, or a moral compass. He is constantly fed the message he is unworthy of trust, and will always (eventually) disappoint his partner.
He walks around in constant fear that he could make one mistake and lose everything.
Nobody hates himself more than he does... and that's saying something.
How is a couple supposed to thrive under these conditions?
There has to be a better way to overcome this struggle...
A way that will create space for intimacy and trust to be rebuilt, while still allowing for accountability and shared values to be explored.
And that's why I decided to participate in the Rethinking Porn Addiction conversations.
Every week I get together with a group of friends, therapists, and sometimes our wives.
And we show what it's like to have healthy, shame-free, productive conversations about porn.
We examine our upbringings, our stories, our judgments, and experiences with curiosity.
And we explore the principles and values of sexual health: shared values, honesty, consent, non-exploitation, shared pleasure, and prevention of STI's and unwanted pregnancy.
This is the first of those conversations.
I want to invite you to check it out. (And share it with a friend who might need it.)
And if you want more, check out Rethinking Porn Addiction.
The days between Christmas and the new year are some of my FAVORITE days of the year.
I’ve spend a lot of time thinking about what I want 2019 to look like, what I want to accomplish, and how I want to change and evolve.
There’s something exciting about the whole world choosing a day to give themselves a fresh start, and an opportunity to change.
In today’s post I’m going to give you a look into how I set my personal and professional goals for my year. Feel free to steal some of my ideas, share some of your own, and let me know in the comments what your plans are to level up next year!
It doesn’t take too many “shocks” to teach your partner that something isn’t safe.
Sometimes you shock our partner with an eye-roll. Sometimes you shock them with a critical comment, “You’re not doing that right!” or “You’ve got to be kidding me…” Sometimes it’s a loud, irritated sigh, or an emotional outburst.
When you shock your partner, you tell them “You’re not safe if you keep doing what you’re doing. You’d better not do it again, or you’ll get zapped.”
For over a decade you’ve helped countless people launch successful businesses, take control of their finances, and begin living their version of a rich life. You’ve created a community of fanboys (and girls) because you give away most of your very best information, resources, and tools for free.
As a thank you for giving so many people (including myself) the tools to crush it at life, I want to repay the favor.
I’ve helped a lot of incredible people fix frustrating problems in their marriage, and learn the skills to create a relationship more incredible than they thought was possible. Here’s what just a few of them have said:
